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Three Words That Changed My Life – Chapter 19 – Story

Wednesday, November 30th, 2011

Charlie’s P.O.V

I was flipping by way of some magazines worrying about the wedding.
“Babe don’t worry the wedding will be perfect just like you imagined.” Blake started massaging my neck generating me feel relaxed, he began kissing my neck I smiled.
“Do you feel better? ” He asked me I rubbed my belly any day my baby would be in arms I was ecstatic.

“I feel better I’m just thinking about Ayden.”
“I know exactly how you feel.” He replied “Yes’ it’s a boy!” I was overjoyed when we found out we bought a house to move into already. It was simple nothing fancy 4 rooms, dining room, living room/family room, kitchen, 2 bathrooms, laundry room.

Ayden’s room was painted and furnished already. His room is blue, a white crib with animals, a rocking chair closet filled with clothes etc. Sabrina came more than every day when Blake left to work. She doesn’t want me alone in case I go into labor. I talk with Sherina, Makayla, Ethan, Tasha, Cameron; all of them are now coming to the wedding along with Candice and Noah. My dad talked to me but I’m still torn what he did to my mother. He’s also attending. Speaking of my mother she is now dating Scott hrs, an incredible guy. My mom said it was his eyes that caught her attention. He treats Miranda as his own. I have decided that walking me down the aisle would be Blake’s father. He gave me the idea my father was okay with it as long as he got his father and daughter dance. I got up from the couch using the help of Blake and went into the kitchen for peanut butter and jelly sandwich with milk. Lately, I’ve been eating it a lot even when Blake offered to cook me some thing better. Ayden wanted peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Blake handed me the jelly sandwich 2 things happened as I took a bite 1. It was warm and toasted and yummy 2. My water just broke.

“Omg Blake my water just broke.” I yelled, Blake ran and got the stuff ready and helped me into the car. I sat down taking deep breaths I learned in class.

“Deep breaths babe,” Blake instructed me I was the way to the hospital seemed forever but we made it Blake found a wheel chair I sat down. We rushed to the receptionist.

“My fiance is getting a baby.” The pain was now beginning, I made panting noises, aha’s and holy crap I want him out already! The lady handed us a clipboard really? No now! Blake threw the clipboard behind him, “Did you not hear me? My fiance is getting a baby right now! I need a room!” She looked up from the computer and motioned a guy to escort us to the room. Blake holding my hand the entire way, I squeezed it from the pain, he didn’t seem to mind. I laid down waiting when the doctor to say, ‘it was time.’ Blake stood by me the entire time.

Blake’s P.O.V

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I couldn’t believe that my baby son was about to be born. I stood by Charlie not wanting to miss a single moment. I didn’t care that she was squeezing my hand til it turned white. All that matter was we’re gonna be a family members now. I called Charlie’s mother then my parents they’re coming on the way now.

I brushed hair away from her face and kissed her forehead she smiled at me. Charlie’s mother came into the room along with mine while the others had been outside waiting.

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Charlie was now 5 hours into labor when the doctor walked in explaining everything along using the nurses. They asked if she wanted natural or with all the epidural, she chose natural.

“Alright now Charlie, I need you to push.” She nodded and began pushing, she took a deep breath holding my hand still.

“Another big push.” She pushed and pushed then we heard him crying.
“Congratulations, it’s a boy, Mr. And Mrs. Avery.” I smiled while tears streamed my face. Charlie was exhausted but she still beamed the nurses took him away to clean him up. 5 minuets later one of the nurses brought him to us. Charlie held him giving him kisses. Our really like brought us this stunning baby, Ayden Blake Avery.

“I adore you,” Charlie looked up at me.
“And I enjoy you,” I kissed her softly. The door opened, Sabrina, Xavier, and David and my dad walking in, carrying balloons. Sabrina had a little bear.
“He’s adorable,” my said I nodded.

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Charlie’s P.O.V

For the subsequent 3 days that I was in the hospital. Blake stood by my side barely leaving, I made him leave to shower. He walked around the room with Ayden in his arms, smiling at him telling him all the fun things that they’re gonna do. I combed my hair, my sweats hugged me comfortable. A nurse rolled me down to the car, Blake put Ayden in his car seat. I felt complete, my life was absolutely perfect.

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Sorry it took me so long to get a chapter up. One much more chapter left it might be long. I’m not sure yet. So I don’t know when that chapter will be coming.

The Shot You Never Took – Chapter 21 – Story

Monday, November 28th, 2011

Marley, wake up, I whispered in her ear and stroked her hair as she was still asleep after lunch yesterday. I spent the night at her apartment given that Crystal had a meeting or one thing to go to and I didn?t want Marley to be alone, just in case. “Mmmm.” She mumbled and pulled the blanket more than her head. “Come on, wake up sweetheart.” I whispered again and pulled the sheet away from her head.

“Stop!” She groaned and tried to slap my hand away to stop me. “Marley, we need to talk.” I said louder. She finally pulled the blanket away and looked at me, “Matt? What are you doing here?” She questioned groggily. “I wanted to talk to you, and I didn?t want you to spend the night alone.” I replied. She slowly sat up and crossed her legs so she could rest her elbow on her leg and hold her head up.

“Look, I don?t know how to go about saying this, so here it goes; is Kendra mine?” I asked bluntly and watched her appear away from me without responding. “So she is.” I added and stood up. “How could you not tell me that? Just because you thought that I was in enjoy with Sierra, is that where this all started? After you left I never ever saw her again, and all I wanted was to be with you! But no, you had to run away from it all? That?s low.” I screamed at her and she in no way looked at me.

“Matt,” She started but took a deep breath, “I didn?t know when I left. When I found out you had been already in Brampton so I went there. I was going to tell you, but then I saw you playing. I couldn?t just take all of that away from you! You said that that?s what happened with your dad and that he always wanted to play after that, I didn?t want that to be you!” she whispered back and finally made eye contact with me. “I wanted you to go on living your life Matt. I didn?t think you?d want to know.” She finished.

I glared at her for a moment, and finally sighed, “I can?t believe you.” Her mouth turned into an even deeper frown. “I tried telling you. I promised myself that if we ever met then I?d tell you; I went to every game but considering that we in no way talked I didn?t have the chance. I was going to tell you.” Marley mumbled and now had tears streaming down her cheeks, “When I left, I wasn?t trying to hurt you or anything, I thought you still loved Sierra and I wanted to make it easier for you. Then I found out I was pregnant and I called Chelsea but she said you had been in Brampton. I didn?t know what to do or what you would do.” She cried and had the saddest appear I?ve ever noticed on her face. How can I be mad at that face?

“Marley, I always loved you and I never ever lied to you. I don?t even know what was going by means of your head. I-” I stopped when we both heard the front door open having a squeak. “I should go.” I finished as Crystal stepped by way of the door to her bedroom. I spun around and walked out of the room and then out of the apartment. Before I could get out of the apartment building guess who I ran into? My mother and Kendra.

“Matt! I didn?t know you?d be here!” My mom smiled as the two of them stepped into the staircase. “Come up with us, I?ll give you a ride home afterward. Joe and I are leaving tomorrow you realize so we have to spend some time together.” She smirked as we started walking up the stairs.”What had been you doing here anyways?” My mom finally asked.

“Um Well..” I mumbled, “Chelsea had a class thing to go to last night, I came home with Crystal and Marley to help get Marley upstairs. Then Crystal had to go to a meeting thing and I didn?t want Marley to be alone the way she was so I just? um stayed the night.” I finish awkwardly and we?re already on the 4 floor. What kind of buiding doesn?t have elevators? An elevator would?ve been a minute long awkward ride, but when you?re walking up 7 flights of stairs having a five year old, it?s probably 15 awkward minutes of conversation that I didn?t want to talk about.

Changing the subject, my mom asked,”How does your arm feel?” She was holding Kendra?s hand, and we had been approaching the 6th floor. “It feel?s like sh-” I started but my mom shot me a appear that could?ve killed, “It feels poor. Really poor.” I finished. How are you supposed to control what you say in front of youngsters? It?s hard sufficient for me to control myself at games and in front of cameras. This is insanity! I?m definitely not father material, maybe Marley was right in not telling me. It could still be our little secret. It wouldn?t have to change things with us? but I want it to. I want Marley to drop everything and be with me instead of Chris. I want Kendra, Marley and I to be a little family members. I want us to make that family members bigger. I want to spend the rest of my life with her.

“Matt? Are you listening to a word I?m saying? You need to listen to your doctor and rest! Walking up 7 flights of stairs is not resting!” My mom scolded as we finally reached the door to the seventh floor and I pulled it open, holding it for first my mom and then Kendra. By the time I got to the door, Crystal had already opened it and was trying to get my mom to leave without coming inside.”Marley?s not feeling too well, so I?m going to stay with her for awhile. Thanks for dropping Kendra off though.” She tried. “Well, Matt and I could stay here if you want. We really don?t have anything better to do.” My mom offered.

“Mom they?re fine without us. Let?s go.” I interrupted and tried to pull her away from the door. “I?ll see you around Crystal.” “Matthew stop it. I want to stay here. Marley is so sweet; I like talking to her.” My mom announced and pushed her way into the apartment. I mouthed ?I?m Sorry? to Crystal and she shrugged it off but pulled me into the kitchen after the door clicked behind us, “What happened just before I got here? Marley won?t tell me. She ran to the bathroom right after you left. Did you two?” She started. “What? No! I asked her about Kendra.” I spat, kind of annoyed that she wouldn?t stay out of it. Obviously Marley doesn?t want her involved because she didn?t tell her. “So she is yours?”

“What?s yours?” My mom asked stepping into the kitchen, “Here?s your medication Matt. The doctor said you need to take it. He called and said that you can start some easy workouts in 2 weeks, as long as you take it extremely easy to start with.” Doctors.

“Ok, mom now can we go please? I?m kind of tired.”It?s not a lie. I am tired? and I really don?t know what to even say to Marley right now. “I?m going to say bye to Kendra then we can leave?” I asked already stepping into the living room where Kendra was sitting on the couch watching TV.

I sat subsequent to her and she looked up at me, “Hi Matt!” She beamed and my heart broke. This amazing little girl is mine, and I hardly know her. “Hey,” I whispered shakily, “I think we?re going to head out, I?ll see you soon though ok?” I offered. She didn?t even appear phased. “Ok.” She shrugged having a smiled, “Bye.” She finished and turned back to the TV. She doesn?t know who I am.

And up until yesterday I didn?t know who she was.

“Will you tell your mom to call me sometime?” I asked her and she nodded her head yes. With that I walked out of the living room and back by way of the kitchen. My mom was waiting by the door and I opened it for her before she could see my face clearly. If she looks into my eyes then she?ll know, I swear she?ll just know. How do I tell people I have a five year old daughter? They won?t understand that I want to be part of her life. They won?t understand that I would?ve never ever left if Marley had stayed. I would?ve been there for Marley and Kendra. I would?ve done anything.

Anything.

Hearts will Make that Empty Sound – Chapter 20 – Story

Sunday, November 27th, 2011

Jennifer?s P.O.V

After we got our luggage, Ashley walked us out to her car, and Anthony bid his farewell. We?d exchanged numbers and decided to meet at a starbucks outside of town that wouldn?t be too crowded. I honestly can?t wait.

Climbing into the car, my thoughts drifted to Conor and how he walked away, and how Jeremy looked so crushed after we talked. What’s it with me and ending relationships? I?ve barely even talked to Adam considering that we moved, what?s wrong with me?

That?s when my phone rang. “Hello?” I questioned, the number was blocked, so I didn?t know what to anticipate.

“Get out of the car.” The voice demanded and I stepped out of the car as I was told. “Turn to your right.” The voice continued so I did.

I saw that face and dropped my phone. A smiled crossed his face and mine as I ran to him, “You had been right.” I sobbed as my arms wrapped around him, “You?re perfect and we?d be perfect together.

Bleed For Me (1) – Story

Friday, November 25th, 2011

Chapter 1: Lovely Monday Morning

The first day of school is supposed to be the hardest. I don’t think it raises your chances when it’s the middle of the third semester. And you rarely get along with people. And have a snarky attitude. So… school sucked for me.

Welcome to Westmore, Tennessee.

You know how there are those stereotypical one-horse towns where everybody knows everybody and they’re all cousins? Yeah, that’s Westmore. Population 3 thousand, and only about five hundred high school students in all. It seemed that word traveled rapidly here, because people knew my name before I could even carry a box inside the front door of my new home. And the uniformity here was amazing: everybody looked, dressed, talked, and acted the exact same.

I groaned and started out of bed, silently hoping some natural disaster had hit while I was asleep and wiped out the whole town. Much to my dismay, it was as sunny and bright as it could be on a mid-February day. A cardinal was singing on a bare branch of the maple tree that sat outside my window. Oh, God I hated moving.

Anyway, my name is Filo Underwood. I am not related to Carrie Underwood, which took about half an hour of explaining to the neighbors subsequent door when my new household was invited more than for dinner.

My parents hadn’t been the best caregivers, so I was taken away when I was about seven. I’ve been jumping from foster home to foster home considering that then. Apparently I had “behavior issues” and Moms didn’t like getting daughters that wore black and wore multiple piercings. Did I say I was perfect?

I shrugged on a black turtleneck, some ripped dark cargo jeans, and my favorite black combat boots. I brushed via my straight, choppy, pixie-cut blonde hair – “The exact color of silver, so pretty!” people said. I hated it, wanted it to be the color of my attitude – and added a smudge of liner around my pale hazel eyes.

The mother of the household – Pam, was it? Gave me a cheery hello while the father of the household ignored my existence by sipping his coffee and reading the newspaper.

Their fourteen year old son, Drake, was busy unhinging his jaws and devouring a Pop Tart without even chewing. I watched, fascinated beyond belief. To be honest, I was waiting for the kid to choke to death. His eating habits had been just unnatural. Drake’s twin, Jonah, was silently chewing on a pecan swirl, giving me a shy smile along with a wave. I nodded and grabbed a Pop Tart from the pantry, chewing the crust first. The other foster kid, Janine, was seven going on twenty, having a serious and harsh face. I found her amusing.

“So, Drake, Jane, Jonah, ready to go to school, today?” The father asked without seeking up from the paper.

Janine noticed how he didn’t ask me as she sat down beside me in the dinner table. “Yeah, Dick, the preparations are complete.”

I smiled behind the cover of m breakfast pastry. Richard, that’s the dad’s name.

Drake, getting the brain of a 3 year old, didn’t understand the joke. “It’s going to be so fucking awesome!” He yelled around a mouthful of toast.

Neither Pam nor Richard bothered to scold their child; as the oldest person in the household, apparently it was my job. I knew well sufficient that I would be blamed for many things at this home. Just wait, I’ll be the cause for global warning.

Pam smiled at me openly; she was the one who liked taking in stray children, obviously. “Are you searching forward to your first day, Riles?”

Riley was my first name. The ting is, with foster parents they want their own little brand for you, trying to make you feel like your theirs for the time being. This was why they never ever called me Filo like I repeatedly requested.

“I’m sure it will be just like every other time,” I murmured sarcastically.

She took this in a great way. “Just as wonderful.”

The father glared at me. “Must you wear that metal in your face?”

He was referring to my piercings; nose, eyebrow, tongue, and – though he can’t see it – belly button. Along with one gauge and two studs in my ears. “Yes.”

Richard grunted and returned to his coffee. Pam, trying to spare us the awkward silence, spoke up. “Sokay, so the bus will be on route subsequent week – we didn’t see the use, generating it pick up the boys – but for now you all will have to walk. Here’s lunch money.” She handed us each $5 and returned to her work. Like a robot.

I rolled my eyes at her rehearsed tone and slung my skull and bones Duct Tape-patterned black backpack more than my shoulder and heading outside with all the 3 midgits.

Falling for the Unexpected – Chapter Two – Story

Thursday, November 24th, 2011

I silently get up and headed towards josh. “Hey,” I whispered. “Car can we just make this quick and not awkward please?” Josh looked down. He’s producing this much worse than it already is. “Yea, one two & … 3.” I leaned in and closed my eyes. We locked lips and all I felt was a shock go threw my body, starting from my lips ending at my toes. After at least 10 seconds, we looked at each other and silently gasped. “Woah,” he said. “Uhm let’s go sit down.” I awkwardly responded. Everyone just laughed and smiled.

That day went by too rapidly because I can’t even recall when Nicole and Jenny left. It was only 11 pm and I was feeling tired. “Hey Lee, can I crash here for the night?” Dan asked. “Corse hun, what about you guys? Wanna crash here too?” I smiled bring myself back to typical. “Yea, don’t feel like going home.” Jaden yawnd. “Uhm I – I – I guess sure well um ok.” Josh responded. What was wrong with him? He always slept more than, why is he so nervous all of a sudden? “Okay well let’s head up stairs, I call dips in the middle!” I shouted and ran upstairs.

I don’t know why I like to sleep in the middle. Most people feel uncomfortable but I enjoy it and feel safe. We all changed into out PJ’s and jumped in bed. I have a huge bed by the way. It fits at least 10 people in it. I yawned and turned on the TV, Josh was on my left, Dan and Jaden had been on my right. So guys what do you wanna talk about? All I get had been a couple of snores coming from Daniel and Jaden. Oh geez they knock out pretty quick. “Josh you up?” I whispered.

“Yuuppp,” he says. “Listen yo that kiss, it was just spin the bottle, please don’t make anything awkward between us. I mean like we’ve been friends given that we’ve been in diapers. I don’t want this friendship to end anytime soon. I enjoy you way too much you realize what I mean… even if that kiss was amazing?” I finally let my feelings out and was just waiting for his response. “Oh, ‘pft’ thanks for clearing everything up. I couldn’t have said it better. Promise no awkwardness babe?” He smiles holding out his pinky. “yeah! pinky promise.” I smiles and we crossed our pinkis. He laughed then gave a quick yawn. “Night lee lee poo.” he says before he drifts into sleep. “Night joshy poo.” I smile then sigh. Gosh what an exhausting day. I think about the kiss and how it gave me shocks and just end up falling asleep.

I grogily open my eyes to see that all the boys had been squished on leading of me in one way or another. “Oh dear get off of me you turdie faces!” I slightly yell. “Pft! I can’t breathe dumbers.” I said slightly louder and out of breath. They all wake up and start laughing. “Hahaha oh Leena you’re such a guy magnet.” Josh says and winks. Thank god everything is back to regular.

By 1 pm we finished eating breakfast. Yeah I know much more like lunch right? But now we are acquiring ready to go to the mall to do a little bit of summer shopping! “Turdies, can we please take my car! Porfa!” I pouted like a little dog. “Ugh fine whatever.” They responded. Hahaha I usually get everything my way. I made my way to my car and got in and drove off using the boys in the back. I guess they don’t like my car cus its a baby blue mini copper, haha! I really like my mini baby!

Finally after about a 15 minute drive, we arrived in the mall. Well all got out of the car and headed to the entrance. We ended up splitting up. Of course, I ended up with Daniel. He had his best taste out of all of them. The first store we ended up hitting up was Guess. Gawsh! How I enjoy that store. While I was browsing around the store I saw Dannie talking to some guys and may I say the one in the blue shirt was oh so yum-a-licious! Should I go and talk to them?

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Is she going to head more than there? Or just let this opportunity slip by her? Wait for chapter 3 to find out ! Please leave comments and tips! I’d enjoy to hear what you guys think! thanks!

The Shot You Never Took – Chapter 22 – Story

Tuesday, November 22nd, 2011

Standing in an open field, I couldn?t find Kendra. Searching all around all I heard was her distant cries. “Kendra!” I yelled and started running in the direction of the cries, “Kendra!” Suddenly I stopped and I saw her sitting alone with nothing surrounding her and she had tears streaming down her face.

“I want my daddy!” She screamed at me in between sobs and my heart broke. So badly I wanted to comfort her with, “Daddy?s here,” But I didn?t get the chance. She stood up and ran past me, straight into Chris? arms. “Daddy!” She smiled with joy.

“Matt!” I heard and turned around the sound coming closer and closer. “Matthew open this door right now!” I heard when I fully awoke to consciousness. Stumbling out of bed and nearly tripping down the stairs, I got to the front door and opened it for Chelsea. “What?” I demanded of her.

“Don?t use your attitude with me!” She yelled and pushed me out of the way so she could come inside, “Do you make a habit of answering the door in your underwear?” She asked seemingly sidetracked from her anger. “No.” I answered bitterly, “I was asleep; the doctor told me to get rest, remember?”

Chelsea seemed to take this into consideration and stared at me, “You?re not going to want to sleep when you see this.” She whispered pulling a magazine from behind her back. The headline read: ?NHL Star, abandoned his daughter.?
“What the hell?” I muttered and took the magazine to flip to the subsequent page. Skimming via the article it had the authors name in the bottom, ?Crystal Harrison.?

“Did you realize Matt?” Chelsea asked seriously, “Did you realize Kendra was yours?” She continued and followed me into the kitchen. News like this before drinking coffee is ten times worse. “No Chelsea!” I replied shocked, “I suspected but I found out yesterday. I swear I didn?t know anything about this until a week ago.” Chelsea stared at me as I started the coffee maker and sat down in the kitchen table. She walked across the kitchen and picked up my medicine and brought it to me before finding me a glass of water. “When the coffee?s done will you take me more than there?” I asked referring to Marley and Crystal?s apartment.
Chelsea nodded and added, “Yeah of course. Go change I?ll get the coffee ready.” I did as I was told and went back upstairs.

Time blurred past as we drove to the apartment and walked up the seven flights of stairs, but time came to a patronizing hault when I knocked on the door. The one person I didn?t want to see after my dream opened the door; Christopher.

“Oh well it?s the runaway. Denying a girl when she?s pregnant and pretending like you didn?t know she was getting a baby? That?s really low.” He mumbled as he stood in the doorway. If my arm wasn?t in a cast I would have pulled him outside to set his head straight, but that?s kind of hard using a cast in the way when it hurts to even put a shirt on still. “Shut the fuck up Chris. Is Crystal here?” I asked, failing to keep calm. He nodded and moved so I could step past him, and I rushed passed him seeking for Crystal but instead I saw Kendra. Sitting in a small room playing a video game. It breaks my heart to see her. So much of her is just like me, but she doesn?t know where she gets it from.

“Matt? What are you doing here?” Crystal stuttered stepping out of her bedroom with her Cameron around her neck. “Off to find lies to spread about people?” I asked ignoring her question and glancing back at Kendra. Crystal caught my glance and stepped back into her room obviously aware that I was pissed and didn?t want Kendra to hear it. “Matt I?m sorry but it?s an amazing story and I could get so much recognition for this!”

“I don?t care about your damn recognition! I care that I?m now known as a person who abandons someone when they?re pregnant with my child! I didn?t even know about Kendra until a week ago and I didn?t know she was mine until yesterday!” I yelled at her and started pacing her room as she stood leaning against the door.

Taking a deep breath Crystal added, “Matt, It will blow more than. A lot of people probably don?t care, and now that everyone knows maybe Marley will let you have part custody? Then it will appear great on you.” She smiled trying to reassure me. “That?s not the point! I don?t care what those people really think but I do care that you used me! You said you wanted to be a sports writer not a sports gossip writer! What kind of person makes up lies like that? Especially lies involving an innocent little girl!” I continued yelling, and Marley opened the door.

“Please stop fighting.” Marley whispered. Her face was red like she?d still been crying, and Chris was standing beside her. “Matt I guess we need to talk.”

Damn right we need to talk. “Yeah.” I mumbled and walked toward her as she moved down the hallway. We ended up in the living room where Chelsea was sitting. “Chelsea,” Marley started, “Would you mind taking Kendra outside for a little while? Maybe breakfast or one thing?” Chelsea nodded using a slight smiled and pretty much ran to Kendra?s bedroom. As Chelsea and Kendra left, Crystal left as well leaving just Marley, Chris and I in the apartment.

Taking a deep breath, Marley started, “I should?ve told you; both of you.” She whispered glancing at Chris who was sitting in the dining room table behind the couch. “I?m sorry I lied.” She added, obtaining this out of the way, “I can?t take back all of that, and I don?t want to sit here arguing more than the fact that it was wrong of me; I know it was wrong. I guess we should talk about what we should do.”

“You?re right. We can?t dwell on the past for this. Now is what matters.” Chris intervened, “Matt, What do you want?” He questioned, “I?d guess you don?t really want to be part of Kendra?s life. It would be hard for Kendra to understand how you?re her father so I think it would be easier to just announce that the article was a lie. Then your name is cleared,” he said searching at me, “And Marley and I can move on.” Chris finished.

“I don?t care if my name is ?cleared? I care about Kendra. I want to be part of her life, a big part. You?re not her dad; I am.” I added into the conversation and Chris? eyes narrowed, “I want partial custody.” I added in the end, searching back at Marley who just nodded, in agreement to neither of us. “I want what?s best for Kendra, and I don?t think that?s you. You?re on the road all the time Matt. You?ll get hurt. You might get traded. Then what? I don?t want you to just come and go out of her life. It has to be stable.” Marley stated.

Standing on the podium, about 50 reporters with cameras stood in front of me. “Thank you for coming out,” I started, “This press release is about the recent article about me and my daughter. To set the story straight, I did not know I had a daughter until the day before that article came out. I wasn?t aware that my ex girlfriend even had a daughter until about a week ago. If I would have known about the pregnancy, things would have been different. All I can do is take responsibility now that I know I have a daughter. I want the child?s life to be stable therefore, this will be my last year playing hockey. Thank you.” I read from the paper my agent had handed me not five minutes ago. Walking off of the podium and into the car I had waiting I was bombarded with concerns, but I ignored them and slammed my door shut.

Picking up my phone, I had a text message from Marley. She new I was announcing my ?retirement? today. “You don?t have to do this.” She?d wrote and I deleted the message. Obviously I did have to do this.

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Winning Hearts – 18 (Part 1 & two) – Story

Monday, November 21st, 2011

Winning Hearts – 18 (Part 1)

*Vanessa’s P.O.V*

“Whoa! Check out Jasmine.” Mark murmurs from where he’s leaning against the locker beside mine.
I appear more than his shoulder just as he turns back to me. Frowning, I meet his eyes, “Why is she talking to Jason?”
“I don’t know but check out Teddy.” He nods at one thing behind me.
I turn around and see Teddy standing in the end of the hallway, a hurt expression on his face. His face is paler than usual and I’m sure that those are bags I see beneath his eyes.
I let out a sigh. “What happened now?”
Mark chuckles and leans forward and presses his lips to mine in a soft kiss. “Let’s go find out. You talk to Jasmine, I’ll see Teddy.”

“Okay.” I close my locker and then walk more than to Jasmine’s. Jason looks up when I approach them.
“Hey Jason. Um.. Could you excuse us for a minute? I need to talk to Jasmine.”
He shrugs, “Sure. I’ll see you two in class.”
When he walks away, I turn to Jasmine, my eyebrows raised.
“What?”
“What’s up Jazz? You’re talking to Jason?”
She groans, “I wasn’t. He just keeps blabbing. I swear, I’m gonna need to do some serious damage to his ego to make him understand he needs to leave me alone.”
I smile. “And what about Teddy?”
Her tone hardens. “What about him?”

“He’s standing in the end of the hallway searching hurt and your tone just changed when I asked about him.”
She sighs, “I lost it Saturday night.” She then tells me what happened. “And you realize what he said?”
“What?”
“Nothing!”
I appear more than her shoulder and see Teddy tiredly rubbing his face as he answers Mark. Jasmine starts turning around but I grab her arm.
“He’ll see you and know that we’re talking about him.” Jasmine sighs as she pulls her books out. I appear back and Mark nods towards her. Taking her arm, I lead her to our class. “So talking with Jason is a way to make him jealous?”

She gives me a small smile. “Could be. Let’s hope it works.”
I squeeze her arm affectionately. “It will.” I hope.
Mark catches up with me as I walk out of the English class.
“How are you?” He takes my hand, pulling me closer to him.
“Fine. What’d you get from Teddy?”
He sighs, “Nothing much. He just said that she was more than Saturday night and said a couple of things and left. You?”
I fill him in with what happened and as we reach my locker, he turns to me.
“What do you suppose we do?”
“I’m thinking just leave it to them to work out. If Teddy doesn’t do anything, then we can meddle.”
Mark nods, smiling. “Great idea, Princess.”

I lean against Mark’s car, Jasmine on my right and Justin on my left. Mark just ran back into the school to get one thing from his locker. I glance at Justin to see him seeking ahead and follow his gaze to see Amber finding into her car. I nudge Jasmine and she smiles, watching Justin.
“Justin- Ouch!” She exclaims as I stamp on her foot.
“Oh sorry. My foot slipped.” I give her a appear. “Don’t say anything.” I mutter under my breath.
“What is it Jazz?”
“Nothing!” Justin glances at us and then shrugs.

When Mark arrives, Justin and Jasmine both say bye and disappear to their cars. I slip into the passenger seat as Mark starts the car. He reaches more than and turns my face towards his, and after staring at me, lowers lips to mine. I wrap an arm around his neck, pulling him closer as he pries open my mouth with his. A soft moan escapes his throat when I brush my fingers gently down the back of his neck.
He pulls back, breathing in deeply. His gray eyes are shining as they bore into mine.. I swear, I could stare into his gorgeous eyes all day. Reaching more than he pushes my hair away from my face.

“Where do you want to go?” He asks, pulling out of the school parking lot.
I let out a laugh, “I thought we had been going home.”
“Well, you thought wrong.” He glances at me and I stick my tongue at him. As he comes to a stop at a traffic light, he turns to me and after studying my face, grins.
“Where are we going?” I ask suspiciously.
He throws me a breath-taking smile. “You’ll see.”
Five minutes later, Mark pulls into an empty spot outside of the amusement park.
“We haven’t been here in forever!” I say obtaining out of the car.
“I know.” Mark comes around the car and taking my hand, leads me towards the gate. He buys tickets for the both of us and once inside, pulls me away from the rides and towards the game stalls. I laugh when he comes to a stop in front of the exact stall he won a chocolate bar at, a couple of years back.

“This time,” He kisses my hand, “I’ll win you some thing better than a chocolate bar.”
“Really?” I ask, laughing.
“Yup.”
“Well, I don’t think I’d mind a stuffed animal, but I should tell you. That chocolate bar was the best one I’ve ever eaten.”
Mark smiles, “Still. I want to get you..” He turns towards the stall and looks around before pointing, “that giraffe.”
It’s a gray giraffe which has teeny tiny patches of cloth sewn on it in some different places, like the back of its head. As far as giraffes are concerned this is one has the smallest neck you’ll ever see. But it’s adorable.
“You better win it now that I’ve fallen in enjoy with it.” I say as Mark gets ready to play the game.
Five minutes later, my mouth’s hanging open as he turns around, giraffe in his hands.
“Have you been practicing all these years?”

The laugh Mark lets out makes my heart beat faster. Don’t ask me why though, your guess’ll be as very good as mine.. But it does seem to me that I’m still falling for this boy. Some thing I once thought was impossible.
“I took Lucy to a park the other day and for some reason, someone had set up a temporary stall there. She begged me to so I played a round. I warned her before that I’d be terrible, but it didn’t turn out so poor. So, no. I haven’t been practicing.”
I pull the giraffe out of his hands, “He’s so cute!”
“Thanks for everything.” I say, leaning my head back to appear at him properly. We’re standing in front of my door and it’s just gotten dark. We’d played a couple of games and eaten some snacks before heading back, considering that we have school tomorrow.

“You don’t have to thank me Nessie.” Mark whispers, closing the distance between our lips. I’m playing with his hair as he bends closer, crushing his mouth to mine. When he pulls back, I bury my face in his shirt and he wraps his arms around my waist pulling me close.
I hear a motorbike drive up into our driveway, but I don’t appear up. It’s Brian.
“Hey lovebirds.”
“Go away Brian.”
He chuckles, “That’s just mean Ness. Anyway, you’re parents and out and you’re to stay at our place. I’ll see you guys later.”
I don’t pull back till I’m sure he’s gone. Searching up, I see Mark smiling.
“Aren’t I lucky? Not only do we not have homework, but now you’re staying more than.” He pulls me towards his house, my backpack already slung more than his shoulder.
“Isn’t he the cutest thing ever?” I ask, sitting on his bed and playing with my giraffe.

“Yeah yeah. He’s cute.” Mark plucks it out of my hands and puts it on his table, before pulling me into his arms.
“You’re just jealous.” I say as he buries his face in the side of my neck.
“Hmmm.”
A shiver runs down my spine as I feel his breath against my neck. Suddenly, I’m super aware of him. His left hand is running up and down my arm, leaving goosebumps behind. My fingers are laced via his and he’s rubbing his thumb against my hand in a very unsettling way. Unsettling yet pleasant.

Mark breathes out, deliberately against my neck, his breath cold against my skin, producing me shiver yet again. I feel him turn his head to the side and press his lips to my neck. Mark starts dropping little kisses all more than my neck and I lean back into him, my head back on his shoulder, giving him far more access to my neck. When he gently tugs at my earlobe with his teeth, I gasp and turn around in his arms. My hands on either sides of his face, I attack his lips.
“Are you comfy?” He asks a while later as he pulls me down beside him.
I turn around in his arms so that I’m facing him. “Your arms are the most comfiest place in the world.”
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Winning Hearts – 18 (Part 2)

“Look out.”
I appear up from my lunch and appear towards the direction Mark’s gesturing. Searching out of the cafeteria windows I see Teddy outside, running laps around the field. It’s been far more than a week considering that the incident and Jasmine’s pretence of not caring is starting to fall off. Teddy isn’t any better. He’s crawled right back into his shell and isn’t talking to anyone of us. And as far as I know, has stopped eating at school.
Sighing, I get up, just as I spot Jasmine start creating her way towards our table. “I’ll go talk to him.” I dump my tray into the bin and after buying a sandwich, make my way outside. I jog across the field and then fall into pace subsequent to Teddy. He turns and gives me a small smile once we reach the bleachers. I fall onto the grass.

“I don’t know how you do this everyday.” I pant, out of breath.
“Practice.” He sits down subsequent to me and drinks water from his bottle. I stare at him as he gazes ahead and I know he’s avoiding searching at me. Finally, he gives out a sigh and turns to me. “Okay. Give it to me. How much trouble am I in?”
I shake my head, “I don’t like to see you like this Teddy.” When he doesn’t reply, I take in a deep breath, “Do you like her?”
He doesn’t answer for a long time, but then he nods. “Yes.” Turning to me, I can see in his eyes just how much pain he’s in. “I didn’t mean to hurt her. I don’t know what to do.”
I smile. “I’ve got a couple of ideas, but first..” I hold out the sandwich and Teddy gives me the first genuine smile I’ve noticed on his face this past week.

“Vanessa!”
Mark and I turn around to see Justin walking down the hallway towards us, books in his hands.
“Hey.”
“Where are you guys going?”
“The library.”
“mind if I tag along? I’m going there as well.”
“Sure.” Mark and I exchange amused glances. I’d caught Justin searching at Amber once again and although, Justin’s been here a while, they haven’t met yet. Not a surprise using a school as big as ours.
When we get to the library, we’re the only ones there, except for Amber. Once Justin finishes with what he had to do, I swiftly hurry towards Amber to give in the books I’d checked out.

“Hey Amber.”
“Hey Vanessa. Where’s Mark?” She asks, checking the books.
“Looking by means of books more than there.” I turn around and see Justin approach us. He looks up from his book and his eyes widen the smallest bit when he sees Amber.
“Amber, have you met my brother, Justin? He’s our English teacher.”
“Oh, no. I haven’t. I-” She stops brief as she sees Justin standing beside me. I’d grabbed hold of him and pulled him subsequent to me just as he was about to turn away.
“Hey.” Justin smiles.
“Hi. I’m Amber.”
“Justin.”

Mark walks out from between two bookshelves just then. “Nessie-” He glances from Amber to Justin. ” Hi Amber. You’ve met Justin?”
“Yeah. Just now.” She smiles.
“Thanks Amber.” I take my books, “You must be bored. The library’s empty today.”
“Yeah..” She glances around. “It’s not that poor.”
“Well, Justin has a free period right now, so he’ll hang out here with you. Right Justin?”
“Uh, Nessa-” Justin looks like a deer caught in headlights. I bite my lip to keep from laughing.
“It’s all right. I’m sure he has work to do.” Amber interrupts.

“No he doesn’t. You guys’ll have fun. And you must have loads in common, so you’ll get along fine. For example… You both adore to read, you both work at this school and you’re both single. See? Come on Mark. We’ve got to get to class. Thanks again Amber.”
Grabbing Mark’s hand, I drag him out of the library before I burst out laughing. Justin’s going to kill me when we get home, but the expression on his face was so worth it.

Choosing Destiny – Prologue

Saturday, November 19th, 2011

Franklin sits down on the hotel room bed defeated. Jenny, his nineteen year old student, comes into the room seeking as lovely as ever; lovely black hair that flows down her back in gentle waves, her almond shaped eyes hiding her extravagant honey hazel irises, full lips swollen from some moments ago when they had been generating out in his black Lexus. A white flowy halter best that shows her hourglass figure, black size nine skinny jeans as well as a pair of black flats.

At twenty-six, Franklin doesn?t appear half poor; brief fuzzy black hair, round eyes with light brown irises and full lips also swollen from earlier. He wears a white button up shirt having a blue tie and black dress pants and black leather shoes, his typical school attire.

Jenny removes her black flats and moves behind her really like. She gently massages his neck, releasing some of his tension. Franklin sighs in relief.
“What?s wrong?” Jenny asks kissing his neck already realizing what exactly is wrong.
Since last year when Jenny was a freshman in college, she and Franklin, her English professor, have been getting an affair. She knows he has a wife and 3 children but Jenny doesn?t care, but she has one thing critical to tell him.
“Deora is asking concerns and acquiring on my nerves. The boys are growing up rapidly and Deora expects me to go on vacation with all the family members subsequent week.” He says frustrated.
“Then tell her about us.” Jenny says hopefully.

“You know I can?t Jennifer.” Franklin says. Lately Jenny has been asking him to tell his wife about her. Jenny knows that he can?t, but she continues to press on.
“Why not? Am I not great sufficient for you to be noticed out in public with? Am I that ugly?” Jenny says in anger. She sits away from Franklin with her arms crossed.
Franklin turns towards her. “You are lovely Jenny.” He says moving her bang out her face. He slowly moves towards her, producing her lay down with him on best of her. “You are excellent sufficient for me. If I by no means got married to Deora, I?d be with you. But I did and I got 3 boys out of it. But you?re all I want.” Franklin bends down and gently kisses her lips.
Jenny closes her eyes and kisses back with such passion that she didn?t anticipate him to return the very same affection. Franklin pulls away and looks down at his lover.

“I?m pregnant.” Jenny says spilling her news. Jenny keeps her eyes closed, not wanting to see the appear on his face.
“What?” Franklin asks barely a whisper. He looks down at her shocked as a million thoughts run by means of his mind.
“I?m pregnant.” Jenny says a bit much more confidently.
Franklin swiftly moves off her and backs away as if she had a contagious illness. Jenny opens her eyes, noticing that her warmth has left. She looks in the man she loves as tears bubble in her eyes.
“Don?t leave, please.” She begs as the tears more than flow.
“I… I can?t do this anymore. I can?t.” Franklin says leaving the room. Jenny curls up on the bed and hugs her stomach as she cries her heart out.
“We?ll be fine.” She says via tears.
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Lonely Nights – Chapter 1 – Story

Friday, November 18th, 2011

It was dark and dreary, and all the lights were out as a result of a power outage. But that did not quit Kendra from connecting with her online lover. He was essentially the most dreamy individual that she had ever communicated with, and from the messages in her inbox she could tell he loved her. Kendra loved him the way that her parents couldn’t actually like every other. More than all the fighting, violence, and cussing she nonetheless had hope that someday she would find somebody to enjoy her and in her heart she had found him.

She planned to meet him on Friday night within the old park subsequent the run down theater. She ready herself for this day for all of her life and finally she would meet her mystery lover.

She left the residence wearing her Forever 21 mini skirt and her strapless top from Wet Seal. As she was going down the stairs she grabbed her tote bag and that was the last any individual she knew would ever see her once more.

He was a tall, mysterious, and creepy man that did not match the profile picture he had on his net page. Kendra was horrified and tried to run away from the creepy man but, he caught her and told her if she tried to run away once more he would snap her neck and kill her.